this morning me n my cousin sister went to Berjaya Time Square watch Orphan~
haha~xD
after finish watch it,both of us felt like paid to get scared and sad~
know it from the very begining that it will be damn scary but then still wanna to watch~
hopefully later wouldn't get nightmare~
hah,went to Time Square for sure not only watch movie but also we shop too~
since Time Square and Sungai Wang are very near~
so we don't mind to do a little bit exercise - walk to Sungai Wang~
well,not bad~
we success to buy something~
short pants,scarf,handbag and some skin care products~
shop until very siok when exam that time feel like wanna to cry~
didnt study for the whole day~
if exam that time the question ask something about shopping~
for sure i can score high marks~
unfortunately it's not~

exam is around the corner~
my cousin,coursemate,everybody are busy studying or revision for the final~
unfortunately,i am the one who excluded~
i really lazy to study~
that's why i am blogging now~
everyday i rather watch TV,on line or doing nothing also don't want to study~
since this is the last year for my dipoma~
i don't want to resit for any subject~
and the most importance thing is i want to graduate together with my coursemate~
therefore,i think should start study today~
good luck to all my friend who sitting for the exam and gambateh togather!~

just recover from flu~
im very happy because i no need eat bread or porridge every meal~
but at the same time i also very worry to somebody - shu pin~
because this afternoon i receive a phone call from mabel~
she told me that shu pin kena H1n1 and now kena quarantine~
i was so worry about her~
hopefully she just like me can recover as fast as possible~
god bless her~

im suffer from flu now~
i feel like lack of strength~
want to sleep and sleep and sleep~
the worst thing is my voice change already~
it sound gruff~
i hope that i will recover as fast as possible~
but seem like it have to take a long time to recover~
god bless me~

i hate to hear people tell me that,as a future journalist ar,you should:-
-knowledgeable!~
-know how to play around with the vocabulary,grammar!~
-read more!~
-write well!~
-know how to communicate with other people!~
-on time!~
-have different view!~
-criticism!~
read between the sentences/line!~
-analytic!~
-and so on!~
i have to admit that above there are some point that we really have to work on it~
B-U-T!~
please la,journalist are also normal human being!~
we are not god or something!~
you cant expect all the journalist hv above characteristic!~
somemore,i study jounalism this course not really have to be a journalist,reporter or what!~
which stupid idiot told you that you study that particular subject and in the future you must be get a job in that aspect!~
if you think like that let me told you that you are W-R-O-N-G!~
even i holding a cert that graduate in journalism i still can get a job from other aspect!~
i really piss-off with the lecturer+tutor who repeat the same thing to us every single weeks!~
i even can "predict" what he will said during the 4 hours lecture+tutorial!~
if he has time to crab all this thing,why not he just use the time to explain the theory with us or do something else!~
because of the utar dont let him psycho the utar's journalism student!~
so that he come to tarc work as a part time lecturer and psycho us!~

this are those fella who i seldom take photo with, even though study together for 1++ years~


A year ago~

haiz~
today can consider that i wake up very late already~
about 11++ i just woke up~
after shower bath,i can't decide what to eat~
because i am home alone today~
my eldest cousin sister went to work early in th morning~
and my second cousin sister went back to her hometown today about 8am~
therefore,i sat in front of the computer do nothing~
i stare blankly to the computer like 20 minutes~
then,decision make~
i decide to eat bread~
because i lazy to cook~
i went to the nearest mini market bought a gardenia bread as my brunch~
and once i reach home i opened the search for Ayam Brand Tuna Mayones to make a simple sandwich~
luckily,there still left one if not i am going to eat my bread with the Lady's Choice Chocolate Milk Stripes Peanut Butter~
i ate the bread while at the same time i also switch on the TV to watch "Little Nyonya" - the singapore drama series~
well,finish eating just 2.00pm only~
i am waiting for my mum phone call~
once she reach tanjong malim or rawang~
then i have to go to my uncle house from pandan indah~
but then i wait for half hour she also not yet call me~
due to too bored, i started do housework~
i sweep and mop the floor as slow as i can~
but still seem like the time also pass as slow as it can~
when i finish sweep and mop the floor there're just 3pm only~
OMG!~
anything that i can do?~
laundry?~
the day before yesterday, i just washed it~
there're not many clothes in the basket~
cooking?~
i am damn lazy to cook~
even though i cook,no people eat it except me the only person at home~
aha,there're a light bulb in my mind~
edit photo that we took on thursday~
sadly to say that i just can edit one photo~
because i not yet collect all the photo back~
again,nothing to do~
except blogging~

明天又是早醒的一天~
为何早醒呢？~
像我这种没有十二点都不起床的人，唯一能让我在凌晨五点半硬生生地给拉起来的大概就只有它了~
没错！就是到到医院去~
去医院有两个理由：
1）验血
2）见医生+拿报告+拿药
同学们应该还蛮常听到我说要去医院吧~
这一次呢，是要去医院验血啦~
昨天那位傻头傻脑的mabel小姐还邀我去college hall捐血！~
我的天啊！她是想间接杀我吗？~
本小姐的“阿姨”才刚走，明天又要验血~
我说mabel小姐呀，你以为我的血像每家每户的水龙头一样 - 用-不-完-吗？~
如果我去捐血的话很可能就会有以下的结果：
捐一包输三包，被别人扛着出来，而且口中还碎碎念的说：“小姐，你不够血就不要来吓搅和嘛！你不但没有捐血还要我们捐回两包给你！”~
好啦，开玩笑的啦！~
我是没有资格捐血的~
就算我的“阿姨”没有来探望我又或者我没有抽血~
我还是没有资格~
原因很简单 - 我是高胆固醇患者~
就算我捐出来国家血库还是会拿去丢掉的~
这样还不是一样浪费吗？~
所以还是留着自己用吧~
我两位学院的死党听到抽血就露出一副很痛的样子,好像是他们要抽血~
真受不了他们俩啊！~
拜托，抽血一点都不痛好吗~
顶多就好像被红蚂蚁咬一口那样的感觉罢了~
在我看来打针比抽血还要痛叻~
以前我超怕抽血的~
看着血流出来，有一种恶心的感觉~
可是自从知道患上了高胆固醇的那几个月我真的见到针都怕呀~
因为几乎每个月要抽一次血来追踪我的病情~
连续下来我就从起初的怕到现在的没感觉~
可说是麻木了~
就连护士会跟我说的话我都会背了~
我最常听的一句是：“你的血管很细、很难感觉，我无法从抽。你平常很少干粗活吧。所以可以请你把手转一下我要从手背抽~”
老实说，从手背抽的话会比较通~
我有一个怪习惯 - 就是会看着护士把血抽出来~
我会看她做每一个抽血的步骤~
我看着她在我手上擦消毒药水~
再来就是把针戳进我的皮肤里~
然后看她把血抽出来和把针给拔出来~
最后就是帮我粘上胶布和把血放进有化学药物的试管里~
就这么几个步骤，很简单吧~
可是呢，本人天资没有这么好啦~
看了个几十遍还是学不来~
说穿了就是一个字 - 笨啦~
所以不得不早早从床上爬起身去医院抽血咯~

Yes~
we went out lepak again~
same purpose with monday~
we purposely went to KLCC to watch movie ->The Ghost Girlfriends Past~
this film not really as good as what i imagine~
i thuoght that it will be something like The Proposal~
i mean i expect it's a comedy films~
but it's not~
it's more to romance~
it's really bored~
i cant count how many times i'm yawn in the cinema~
i almost fall asleep in the cinema~

today is our journalism last class~
usually we will take picture with the lecturer when the last day~
today the protagonist is Pn. Ana, who teach us journalism for 2 year~
feel grateful that she stay patient when teaching us~
our class was like that damn quiet when the lecturer are giving lecture~
even when lecturer asking question,there're just a minority of people of our class will answer it~ since year 1 sem 1 already like that~
never change~
b4 take picture we found that majority of were wearing black n white~
seem like we all had been pakat~
there're just few of them wear other color like red n brown~

finaly i know how to go mid-valley already~
that mean,whn 3 hours break i can lepak at there~
wakaka~
so,the main purpose we went to mid-valley ->watch movie - the proposal~
this is a comedy + romance films~
quite funny and nice to watch~
i laugh from the begining until the end~
b4 the films started,we went to Kim Gary had our brunch~
except eating,we also took a lot of picture~

oh gosh!~
this few days,i am having nightmare!~
i don't why after all my work done,i can't sleep well~
almost every night also has nightmare~
i know that i am having nightmare~
i wanted to wake up but i don't know why i just can't do it~
i try very hard to open my eyes but i fail to do so~
what i can remember is in the dream i am struggling~
that just like some energy try to lock my whole boddy so that i can't move~
i also felt that i can't breath~
it's really make me tired n sleepy all the time~
as you know people who not enough sleep will get angry easily~
i know eventhough i don't have nightmare i also wil get mad easily~
but i make me much more easily compare to usual~
besides, it also cause my skin become worst and worst~
nightmare,stay way from me!~
i am begging you!~

yahoo!!!~
finally all the work done!~
mid-term were over, assignment done~
now i can definitely play and sleep~
ok,don't too haapy~
i still have to sit for my final exam~
so i can play and sleep for 2 or 3 more weeks~
the following time, i have to prepare for my final exam~
anyway enjoy my free time first~

i am now super duper sleepy~
but i still have 1 assignment not complete~
the deadline is on this friday~
can say that i not even started yet~
i think 2 of my groupmate are work hard on their work~
but then i am here blogging without doing anything~
i think they will kill me soon~
honestly, i totally have no idea how to write it even though i got all the information in my hand~
my brain is sucks now,cant think of any other thing except sleep~
i think need a pair of toothpicks in order to support my eyes to open~
anyway i would like to say good night here to you guys and me myself too~
good night and have a nice dream~
what i taip just now, it was a crab~
i taip it out just because of i have nothing better to do~
erm not really~
i still have my last journalism assignment - indepth investigative report to rush~
so in conclusion, you no need care what i am writing about~
it's just a crab~

seem like my mood was like roller coaster~
always up and down~
yesterday I was extremely angry because somebody crushed my car~
but 2day I have a good mood because my english for mass communication's presentation was going with a swing~
the ketam no longer crab after our group presented~
instead he praise our group that performed in a very good ways~
somehow, he still have a little bit thing to say~
he said that my breathing so fast was like next moment ganna be hyper~
anyway, thank you~
thank you that you didn’t failed our group~
even though I dislike you but still I have said thank you to you~
due to i have a good mood today~
after finished class, I went to Fix to cut my long damage hair~
I never require for any style~
I just let the designer to help me design my hair style~
he cut my hair until shoulder length~
mabel said that my new hair style nice~
wakaka~xD
quite happy~
because she said nice instead of weird~


tada~the RHS's picture is my new hair style~
ok, not much diffrence compare with the LHS picture~

oh gosh! this afternoon was a bad period for me~
on the way i went to school i crushed my car~
ok,may be should correct myself~
that was someone crush my car~
the stupid idiot motorcycle was he blind, having serious short sight or what?!~
such a big car stopped there waiting for the traffic light and he just crushed the car~
once he realize that he crushed my car, he just took a look and then gone!~
i was like,WT~
he not even felt a little bit guity or show a sorry look to me!~
i was like ,WT!!!!!~
u thought that this is your granddaughter car ar?!~
after crushed it,then you no need to appologize, pay for the damage or what?!~
and somemore you are not the owner of the road!!!~
hello uncle,please dont ever think that you are hiking motorbike and everybody who driving on the road can see you!~
then you hike your "lao ya" motorbike as syok as you like!~
if you think like that, i would like you to enjoy your disapointment here!~
you are just such a tiny thingy compare with other car on the road!~
please la uncle,if you are having a serious short sight or long sight cant you just ask your son or daughter or even your grandchildren to fetch you?!huh?!!!~
dont come out make trouble on other people!~
should i said that i am lucky or not?~
my car not really crushed by him very serious~
just the front bumper on the left hand side under the light that place - the paint gone 20-30 cm and like a L shape~
the damage already form and i blar so much my car also wouldnt recover it by itself~
the thing i can say that is LET IT BE~

soli tat long time didnt update my blog~
i doesnt mean to leave my blog to growth with spider web~
point 1 because the stupid TM so i cant access to internet 4 more than 1 weeks~
i cant do any research 4 my assignment n cant play FB~
after i able get to the interne~
den i hv to facing the MNG mid-term test~
so at tat time hv inernet=no internet~
cau hv to study~
dun ever blame me tat i didnt update my blog~
tat was reasonable~

after finish the politics assignment,i feel like all my energy are exhaust~
no matter how long i sleep i still feel that,that's not enough~
before finish the politics assignment i always have headeche~
after finish it,i feel like all my energy lost~
i feel sleepy, emo, and moodless all the time~
i feel like there are many thing that annoy me~
i have no idea to release all this thing out~
i totally lost~
i dunno what i want~
sometime i'll emotional, sometime i'll moodless~
i feel like my life is colourless~
oh gosh!what should i do~
how to make me feel happy?~
how to make my spirit come back?~