well~
during the exam time you guys will see me keep posting the emo post~
its all about my feeling after exam~
so i hope this is my last emo post for my final exam~
is great that still have 1 more paper to go~
i should be happy~
instead im so emo now~
im blue~
because the paper that today im sitting for~
i had so bad feeling in the exam hall during the exam carry on~
all the question that come out i actually know the answer~
but because of too panic~
it makes my brain blank~
it takes lots of time for me to write each of the answer on the answer sheet~
between the 2 hours long,i just keep stop writing~
i really don't know what and why i panic~
once walk out from the exam hall i didnt feel release~
this is a very bad sign for me myself have this kind of feeling~
haiz~
i study so hard,try to memorise all the thing that his teach~
no tips at all~
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~
i hope the miracle could happened on me badly~

so as what i said in my FB~
i'll die for my 2nd paper~
1st question 25 marks - all gone!~
so after using 1week to do the note by myself~
then 3 days before exam got the note from kampar campus~
burn and drink almost everything in the note~
end up 25 marks gone~
very good~
gonna fail this subject!~
i would like to give you - my be "loved" lecurere the 3 words with 8 letters~
I HATE YOU!!!~
the tips that you gave not accurate at all!~
after i got the exam question,i felt like i study so many for nothing!~

insomnia!~
please stay away from me!~
i need repose badly~
every time near exam you must visit me~
every 3 months visit me for 2 weeks~
you miss me so much izit?~
but really sorry to inform you that i dont miss you at all~
go away and stay away from me!~
i dont need you!~
what i need is sleep!~

the ever worst situation i has never meet before~
have tips = no tips!~
400++ pages text book need to burn and drink~
no tutorial question~
during tutorial - please go into your assignment group,discuss your assignment until end of the semester~
no further explaination during lecture~
during lecture - just read out whatver the texbook write~
no lecture note~
read whatever that texbook have~
treat us like Form 6 student~=.=
this subject even worst than PR~
PRODUCTION AND PUBLICATION not killing paper but the LECTURER is killing us indirectly~

2010 was a special new year to choi's family~
there is a new family member added in~
my brother's daughter - 文绚~
hmm~
hope i write her name correct~
she is a first new year baby in Perak and she got a chance appear on 3rd Jan newspaper~
how lucky she is, so young can appear in newspaper~
everybody in my family have promoted~and happy to promote~
she is very cute and adorable~love her so much~
here are some photo of my adorable niece~

well~
as i said my uncle house have a countdown party~
so the whole night i stay at my uncle house~
my uncle house can said "people mountain people sea"~
a lots of adult and kids~
adult at ground floor chit chat while the kids at second floor play "Wi"~
event thought this year i didnt go out countdown but i still have chance watch the firework at my uncle house~
it was so nice~
i actually use my camera record it~
for the firework here cant compare with The Curve~
due now i dont have my card reader with me~
so i cant upload the photo~

today is the last day of 2009~
my uncle house has a something like countdown activity~
there are many people go to his house,all is his friends~
and there are many thing to eat~
hehe~
so later i will appear at his house~
last year,me, my sis and my sis's friends were countdown at The Curve~
there was firework~
it's supernice man,i mean the firewok~
and after countdown - on the way ga back home~
me and my sis's friends had do some crazy stuff~
haha~
it's so funny~
hmmm~
new year must have wish list right?~
so i hope my wish list will come true~
this is my TOP 10 wish list~
1. has my own bed room
2. has own closet
3. has own king size bed
4. have more and more shoes
5. have more and more clothes
6. have more accessories
7. own a lappi
8. can gradaute my diploma
9. choose a U that suit me
10. become more slimer
haha~
seem like im very greedy~
anyway human tend to be greedy~xD
have a memorable new year eve to everyone ya~

it's has been a couple days that my leg hurts~
it's seem like doesnt recover~
instead getting worst and worst~
i try my best to walk less sit all the time~
but it's useless~
at the first my leg just pain~
now my leg swollen and red~
i found difficulty to walk~
whn i look at the staircase i just felt some kind of scary~
every step i step on the staircase,it will increase my suffer~
i phobia staircase temporary~
it's gonna take a long time to let my leg recover~
sound like my hope destroy~
say bye bye to "get well SOON!"~

haiz~
i have no idea why my leg suddenly so pain~
it just like people who "terseliuh" leg~
i never "terseliuh" it or fell down from the staircase~
i cant walk with my right leg~
compare with my left leg, my right leg is more serious~
it has been 3 days that i suffer on it~
1st two days it's still ok~
can walk by two legs~
but today morning when i wake up i found that i right leg totally cant move~
once move it's get pain~
i just attend 8am class then i cant stand already~
i walk like a snail and my leg was like getting serious~
haiz~
how long i have to suffer from this?~

hah~
no one of my college friends found that i actually re-dye my hair~
fine~
she some more said that:"mummy,you cut your hair?"~
i was like~*sweat sign*
"no!i dye my hair already" i said~
so surprise that she didnt found out~
anyway she's blur also~xD
hehe,sorry to say so~
ok~
may be compare with last time my hair colour a bit darker now~
it's something like red brown~
hmmm~
next is gonna to change my hair style~
curly or straight more suit me?~
i need to find it out~

原来，
还是会害怕。
原来，
还是会担心。
原来，
还是会想念。
原来，
还是会渴望。
原来，
还是会梦见。
原来，
还是忘不了。
原来，
还是会心跳。
原来，
还是会在乎。
原来，
是接受不了！
原来，
是该拒绝！

today is "dong zhi"~
its should be a good day for family gathering~
that's also what i thought before i went to Serdang~
so thing changed after i reached Serdang about 20mins~
i received my mum phone called~
actually was my sis~
she said that my brother had went into hospital because of some kind of stomachache disease~
she told me accompany my brother went to hospital~
therefore,i followed what she had told me~
help my brother tidy up his dialy stuff~
i spent about two hours at the Sunway Medical Center just to wait the staff settle everything~
waiting is such a suffer period for me~
sitting at there do nothing~
read the newspaper over and over again~
luckily there are "Zathura" on Air in Astro HBO, that make me not that bored~
2 hours later,finally everything settle~
me and my uncle went back to Serdang with a hungry stomach~
honestly,when went back home really every tired and hungry~
everybody had been having their dinner exclude me and my uncle~
just both of us sat at the dining table ate our so call dinner actually was super~
and others sat beside us and chit-chat with us~
when finished my dinner it was 10pm~
its time for me to go back Pandan Indah~
well,my brother body check up result not yet came out~
so i dont really know what's wrong with his stomach~
tomorrow i has to go to hospital to visit him~
and get to know more information about his state of illness~
Pandan Indah ---> Sunway~
Sunway ---> Pandan Indah~
hope i wouldnt get lose on the way to Sunway and on the way back to Pandah Indah as well~

instead of study, i am now watching "Gossip Girl"~
what a freak people i am!~
exam is around the corner~
everybody was like switch their mood into tention mode~
but i still in a good mood to watch a series drama and blogging here~
AND~
kiasu people like me will never want to lose in the bet~
so i make my promise work - blog everyday~
christmas will come very soon~
i have no idea where i should celebrate it~
Perak? or KL?~
anyway, i actually not really celebrate it for the past~
so it doesnt matter that either i celebrate it or not~
tomorrow is "dong zhi"~
i have no chance to eat the "tang yuan" that make by my mum~
luckily my grandmum is at Serdang~
so i decide go to Serdang tomorrow once i finish my class~
thought i may stay there to have my so call brunch and dinner~

after 4 hours of traffic jam at the highway~
finally i reach pandan indah~
this is the most longest time that i ever use to drive all the way from Perak to KL~
u just cant imagine how much car at the highway~
i jam from Tapah to Slim River~
that waste me 1 hour++~
on the road - traffic jam~
at the rest and petrol station - people jam pula~
there are a long queue inside and outside the toilet at every station~
so no matter you're at which station you also have to wait~
it's never ended wait~
if tomorrow dont have 8am class~
i definitely wouldnt come back to KL by today~
i rather wake up early in the morning on monday and drive smoothly to KL~
one things that i should feel lucky is it's didnt rain heavily~
it's just rain drizzly~
now i'm damn tired~
especially my eyes very pain after long time of driving~

i apply the nail polish on my fingers that gave by mabel~

oh wee~
tomorrow is Awal Muharam~
the whole Malaysia also has holiday~
so i decided to come back hometown~
once finished Introduction to Advertising tutorial~
i walk as fast as possible to car park to get my car~
spend 2hours++ drive at highway~
damn tired~
no doubt i am now at perak using my sister's pc to update my blog~
so bad that i come back and all the adult go out kenduri~
just leave me,my sister,my sister-in-law and maid at home~
nobody cook dinner for us~
so we decide bring along the maid go to kampar for our dinner~
bye guys!~
i am now go out for my dinner la~xD

this monday was my eldest cousin sister - Dawn's birthday~
so once i finished my photojournalism class,i went back to home as fast as possible~
in case that my eldest sister come back from work early~
then she no need to wait so long time~
because we planned to celebrate her birthday at Chilli's in KLCC~
this was not a surprise~
she know that we will had a celebration with her~
the celebration susposed had a happy atmosphere~
but its spoiled by the stupid waiter that from Tarc~
really sorry to said that fella stupid ~
but just have to tell you that as a waiter you shouldn't have this kind of attitude!~
you should be feel lucky that we didn't fill in the evalution form~
anyway,the whole dinner we just not siok with that fella~
and tried to avoid him to serve us~
the food at Chilli's quite nice and big~
can 2 people share a meal~
after the surpriseless celebration dinner~
the real surprise was on~
we actually cheated her that we didnt bought a cake for her~
but actually we did~
just then we put it in the freezer~
that's why she didnt saw the cake when she opened the refrigerator!~


me and the birthday girls~

make a wish~

hmm~ the cake look familiar is it?~ haha~ exactly the same with my 19th's birthday cake~ just the number of candle different nia~